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Dec. 10th, 2004 @ 10:31 am Goodbye
Funny how this works, I signed in today for the purpose of saying goodbye. I really have never been into the whole lj thing much long after I initially got it last year, I used it more as a devise to occupy time at school, and to have a back up method of checking in on friends/ aquantances that I otherwise have no contact with, and then as I read through firends entries I find Alex is also saying farewell to Lj, as is Andrea. Anyways, I no longer have time for lj. I work full time, go to school,and then I'm off to Costa Rica, then am either going back to live there next fall and work as a teacher, (of english as a second language,) or am going to Australia (too long to explain why ) So Anyways If you want to contact me use my email. It'll be the most likely why that you'll be able to reach me, so Bueno Suarte and Good Life to you all. :)

Viktorija
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Nov. 30th, 2004 @ 11:49 am everything's coming up Viktorija
Current Mood: enthralled
Current Music: Rilo Kiley's new album
Wow. So I don't know why or how buy everything is so good right now. I mean there is of corse the everyday stress of full time school, and fulltime work, but I used to it now and being tired isn't affecting me as much any more, any I am too excited about my trip now to notice anyways.

MY COSTA RICA TRIP IS BOOKED and I recieved my final confirmation for everything today. My plane is booked, my hostels, are booked, and I am so ready to go.

I leave February 16th and am there until March 16th ( A month in paradise!!!)

I'm staying in this remote part of the country, (the tip of the nicoya penninsula for those who are up on their central american geography). And a big bonus is that all of my transportaion is paid for, because I got a surprise lump sum of money that I didn't know I was owed by my mother. So I just have to pay the $10 per night it costs to stay in the hostels that I booked. ( I get a beach hut type sheltered hammock and a locker, which I'll be sharing with random surfers that will be there.)
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Aug. 30th, 2004 @ 02:01 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: beethoven's 7th
[spell your first name backwards] ajirotkiv
[where do you live]NOTL
[four words that sum you up] productive, critical/(analize everything), empathetic, comitted
[wallet] old lady type
[hairbrush] don't use one
[jewellery worn daily] very little.
[shoes] many
[clothes you're wearing now] jeans,polka dot 40'ies collard shirt with lace undershirt
MIXED QUESTIONS:

[wishing] I was on a tropical beach.
[after this] going to work
[talking to] no one
[eating] nothing
[fetishes] sharks, and more, really too may and they all need explinations
[last thing you ate] chicken
[something you're afraid of] the dark, not being content at the end of my life
[some of your fav. foods] pasta, and other food, really any well prepared food that I like, I like


=Do I=

Smoke?: n
Do drugs?: y
Have sex?: y, but not currently
Give oral sex?: see above
Receive oral sex?: ...again^
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: y, many
Read the newspaper?:y
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: y
Believe in miracles?: n
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: n, not all the time
Consider love a mistake?: n.
Like the taste of alcohol?: y. and I wouldn't drink it if I didn't
Have a favorite candy?: n
in astrology?: not really
Believe in magic?: n
Believe in god?: n
Have any pets?: not personally
Go to or plan to go to college: university
Have any piercings?: ears and belly
Have any tattoos?: y
Hate yourself: n
Have an obsession?: not obsessions, just fases
Have a secret crush?: n
Do they know yet?: n/a.
Have a best friend?: y
Wish on stars?: haha… no
Care about looks?: y…I have a peculiar taste in what I fing atractive

=Love life=

First crush: Matt (1st grade)
Single or attached?: single
Ever been in love?: n

=Juicy stuff=

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: y
Favorite place to be kissed?: everywhere
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": y
Are you a tease?: n,at least I hope not
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Aug. 29th, 2004 @ 09:44 pm in Toronto
Current Mood: silly
Current Music: snipits from different shitty rap "songs"
just surfin the web, but my wrist is itchy so this won't be long. Laying here in bed with my cousin watching some shit show also known as the mtv music awards where the goal is to reward talent (or lack there of), this show gives me indegestion, three things are giving me indegestion these days: Work, the end of summer(not that we had one) and the mtv music video awards. anywho gotta pee, so I bid you all adieu
enjoy your night
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Aug. 17th, 2004 @ 10:23 pm zzzzzzzzzz
Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: a weird brrrxzzrring noise from above
mmmm I tired and loungy lethargic but lovin it. Had a rejuvinating time with Alex last night. She and I went to the drive in. It was great fun dispite having to sit throught the Princess Diaries 2. I'm really going to miss that girl while she's in Kingston.
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Aug. 16th, 2004 @ 01:05 am There's a dishwasher in my ass...and I've negated using it until now.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: a non sensicle song that I'm currently making up as I hum it
Ho hum drum flum sum days can baze on
and on but they give me a chance to catch up and remember who I am, after days of stress and many a mess feeling torid and abused, you come to get used to the crap being flung at you. As it rolls of your face,grace is hardly an option, you just try to avoid letting any slip in your mouth.
so here is my day to get back to myself and remember why I do what I do.

-ha ha that kinda rymes and sounds like a confusing rafi song.

I went for a lovely walk in the park last night with boy. We sat talking laughing and exposing until we were wet and shivering from the cool morning dew. Thats when we finally remembered that time exsisted at which point the time was already four and two quarters into the next morning.
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Aug. 15th, 2004 @ 11:43 pm Interesting
Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.
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Aug. 15th, 2004 @ 11:41 pm Thanks Natalie..
the Withered Lover
The Withered Lover


What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 11:24 pm A valid entry
Current Mood: content
Current Music: the movie "Blow"
To those that I have not been in touch with being actually the majority of friends on my live journal... Here is what is going on in my life... I sum it up as simply as I can.

Montreal : great
Summer : productive
Work : busy..could be better
Love : ?.. I've met an ideal guy but he's alot older than me (8 years) so ts hard. He's some one I'd marry and he has said the same to me. Its not even sad really, I like being infactuated with him its nice. and we make the best of friends
Up and Coming : I'm fuckin going to Costa Rica. 3 weeks in paradise, in a secluded town on the water. Living in huts and treehouses. Learning to surf. snorkling, renting horses rather than cars, maybe if I'm lucky even getting served by monkey butlers... really paradise.
Of course theres more but those are the basics.

Please leave me an update about yourselves on my comments so I can know whats going on with you.
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Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 11:22 pm schuck computers twists up my pantiloons
I don't know why my last entry says july i6 or june or whatever it says I wrote it yesterday (Aug 8) -weird
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Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 12:12 am Ode to Live Journal
The last time I visited you dear LJ was back when the summer was young and I was nieve. You opened my eyes to an embarrassing and dissapointing situation that would have been mortifingly awkward had I not know from you. So for that I formally thank you and appologize for neglecting you, after you had helped me so.
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Jun. 16th, 2004 @ 11:02 am (no subject)
School is drawing to an end and Summer is heating up. Things are okay, and I'm GOING TO MONTREAL. yuahhh. So excited Alex Bog. and I are headed to the french canadian city for a two nights stay in a downtown hotel, where we will "party it up" with out having to use fake ID's. Then we're off to Kingston to see the Queen's campus.

so very very excited.
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May. 19th, 2004 @ 10:57 am dsrmthgsldkt
hello I'm Wiktornjazz and I'm fucking nuts
oh I kid
but seriously, all kidding aside
this is my plan for the future as it stands right now: I'm going to go to Thailand whereI'll get arrested for possesion put in a horrible jail where I'll become some butch girl's bitch. I get really good at giving oral to a gil and then escape the jail using my new talent on the gaurd. I head for the hills where I'll build a hut and have sex with a goat for a few months then I;ll get really hungry and eat my lover then feel bad about it so I'll go a monestary where i'll shave my head and become a buddhist monk. I'll forget how to speak, so "ill leave the monestary and head for japan, I'll become a gheisha and make money that way one of my clients will fall in love with me and I'll take all his money but his angry son will track me down. He'll also fall for me but instead of taking his money I get him to teach me Kung fu and Then One day he'll cheat on me and I'll kill him with the skills that he trained me for. I head to South America form there with my money and Kung fu talent and become a drug lord, I'll have many slaves and ample drugs and one day Rory will find me and then the submarine marriage situation will occur (see next entry, anwer to "describe your wedding"
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May. 19th, 2004 @ 10:24 am (no subject)
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- Pepsi or coke: pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: neither
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: neither
-- Chocolate or vanilla: toss up.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: yes
-- Take a shower everyday: y
-- Have a crush(es): y
-- Who are they: come on...
-- Do you think you've been in love?: n
-- Want to go to college: eventually to University
-- Like high school: n
-- Want to get married: ??
-- Believe in yourself: y
-- Get motion sickness: n
-- Think you're attractive: cute
-- Get along with your parents: ish
-- Like thunderstorms: y
-- Play an instrument: y

------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--------------
-- Drank alcohol: y
-- Smoke(d): n
-- Done a drug: y
-- Have Sex: n
-- Made Out: y
-- Gone to the mall: n
-- Eaten sushi: n
-- Been on stage: y
-- Gone skating: n
-- Made homemade cookies:y
-- Been in love: n
-- Dyed your hair: y
-- Stolen anything:y
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- Flown on a plane: y
-- Missed school because it was raining?: n
-- Told a guy/girl you liked them: y
-- Cried during a Movie?: y
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: y: jessica rabbit, buster bunny, bell, aladin,... and I could go on
-- Had an imaginary friend: n
-- Been on stage? y
-- Cut your hair: y
-- Had crush on a teacher?: y
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing? y
-- Been called a tease:y
-- Gotten beaten up: punched yes. and(separate situation);have done the beating, sad to say
-- Been in a fight: y
-- Shoplifted: y
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- Age you hope to be married: thats ridiculous
-- Numbers and Names of Children: -

-- Describe your Dream Wedding: naked in a submarine with a trained chimp preforming the service and the only reason the wedding is occuring is because I've been drugged and beatedn and the groom has a gun to my head and his name is Rory and he found me after 23 years after threatening me with marriage at a young age and I'm pregnant with his child because he has raped me and the child will be born with webbed feet and I'll give birth in the water and then let him fend for him self in the ocean with only his webbed toes and lungs that have not yet breathed air and he will be raised by dolphins in the ocean and his name will be Gilmore and the Dolphins will call him MMdgggrapppkleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and he will one day emerge from the ocean and find me and kill me and then throw my corps to the sea where his adoptive mother will eat my dead body to feed her hungry fetal dolphin baby inside of her and the circle of life will be complete.

-- How do you want to die?: see above
-- What do you want to be when you grow up?: a dolphin no wait an actress...no a dolphin
-- What country would you most like to visit?: Thailand the Australia
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
-- Best eye/hair color: blue?
-- Short or long hair: longish
-- Best height: Taller than me.
-- Best weight: not too skinny not too fat not too muscly
-- Best first date location: Ethiopia
-- Best first kiss location: mouth
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- Number of girl/boyfriends you've had: ? depends on what you call a bf..I'd approximate about 6
-- Number of kisses you've given: lots
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: too may
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: none
-- Number of CDs that I own: ?
-- Number of piercings: 5
-- Number of tattoos: 2ish
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: uh i don't actually know maybe 5
------------Favorites-------------------
-- Shampoo: TIGI
-- Fav Color: sea foam green/pink
-- Day/Night: Night.
-- Summer/Winter: Summer.
-- Lace or Satin: both
-- Fave Food: tasty food
-- Fave sport: bear bating
-- Fave sports stars:miss America
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
-- Wearing: NOTHING, mew ha ah.
-- Drinking: root beer
-- Thinking about: sleep
-- Listening to: stories of Illitch
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
-- Cried: n
-- Worn jeans: y
-- Met someone new online: n.
-- Done laundry: y
-- Drove a car: n
-- Talked on the phone: y
----------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
-- Your friends: y
-- Santa Claus: n
-- Tooth Fairy: n
-- Destiny/Fate:?yn
-- Angels: n
-- Ghosts: n
-- UFO's:n
-- God: n
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- Do you ever wish you had another name?: yn
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nyn
-- Do you like anyone?:y
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: uhh
-- Who have you known the longest of your friends?: stef
-- Are you close to any family member? grandpa, great grand ma vecmom , Sarma
-- Who do you hang around the most?: Alex, Alex, Stef, and more.
-- When have you cried the most:
-- What's the best feeling in the world?: umm sex while driving a motor cycle while being on 3 types of illicit drugs and have just run over a frog
-- Worst Feeling?: don't doing the above
-- What time is it now?: 10:50 am
Current Mood: tired and bored
Current Music: mysery is a butterfy... her heavy wings will warp your ming, with her small ugly face and her long antenna and her black and pink yello wings.
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Apr. 6th, 2004 @ 12:52 pm The Princess and the Pea, stories like these are what make girls broadskies
Once in a Far away land lived a prince heir to this kingdom's throne. He was a lonely man unimpressed by the women of his court, but his mother was always pressuring him to find a wife. One dark and stormy night a knock shattered the silence of the gloomy castle... A young girl, wet and tired was the mysterious stranger of the night. The castle was quickly stirred and in a fuss ofver the identity of the young maiden. Her name was Annaliza and she claimed to be a princess. The Prince's mother did not believe her, for why would a princess be lost and travelling alone while looking like a peasant. The mother decided that she would place a pea under the mattress in the guest room and offer the girl the room to sleep in. If she were truely a princess, her fine pampered body would be able to detect the small pea...In the morning the girl awoke, and when the mother asked her how she slept she reported that her back hurt from some sort of small object the was tucked beneath her mattress. The mother was surprised but accepted the girl as a princess. The prince and Annaliza married, and were happy for a year, but her spoiled ways aggrivated the prince. He was frustrated with the spoiled selfish women of his kingdom esspecially his superficial mother. So he doned on some peasant clothes and snuck out one night. He never returned to his beautiful wife and kingdom, And Annaliza never knew why.
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Apr. 6th, 2004 @ 12:46 pm Simple Revelations
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Summertime - Gershwin
What can I say

I keep trying to trick myself and pretend that the inevidable won't happen, but it always does

Oh well

This weekend was full of self relization, insightful moments, and I reached a sence peace with myself. I'll never be the carefree girl that I wish I could be... That would make my life too easy... And this life was not ment to be an "easy" one for me I have a lot of learning to do. But I'm excited and happy about it now.
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Mar. 31st, 2004 @ 11:44 am (no subject)
Current Mood: giddy
wow that pisses me off I just lost my enrty

Weird- Viktorija has a boyfriend-
I know - I know

I didn't think that there was a guy to fit my awkward standars either
and the best part was that he was available

I love spending time with him
we had such an immediate and strong connection
it really sucks that he lives in Toronto
we only have weekends together

I think he's a little uncomfortable with the fact that the majority of the people I hang out with are guys. Which is kinda nice in a weird way because I've never had a faithful partner and he's all about the faithfulness.

I wish I could discribe the glowing smile I have right now from just thinking about him.

I'm such a nerd
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Mar. 26th, 2004 @ 10:07 am Weird
LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:lassymogs
Your haiku:but i kept on top
of it but have no ties no
strong family bond
Username:
Created by Grahame
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Mar. 20th, 2004 @ 01:19 pm Good Morning!
Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: teh he he (I'm such a nerd)
wow I ahd a GREAT night last night
Wow
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Mar. 19th, 2004 @ 10:08 am itchy ears can't be scratched...
I don't want to go home I'm having to much fun
meeting awsome people... and the fun has just begun

oooh yah

Had a really good night with this girl Sarah. we went to a near- by bar for a quick beer and ended up staying there for hours.

I think I'll have to find myself a room mate so that I can live here come September.

Vik
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