I know you...

Goodbye

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 15:42:27 GMT

Funny how this works, I signed in today for the purpose of saying goodbye. I really have never been into the whole lj thing much long after I initially got it last year, I used it more as a devise to occupy time at school, and to have a back up method of checking in on friends/ aquantances that I otherwise have no contact with, and then as I read through firends entries I find Alex is also saying farewell to Lj, as is Andrea. Anyways, I no longer have time for lj. I work full time, go to school,and then I'm off to Costa Rica, then am either going back to live there next fall and work as a teacher, (of english as a second language,) or am going to Australia (too long to explain why ) So Anyways If you want to contact me use my email. It'll be the most likely why that you'll be able to reach me, so Bueno Suarte and Good Life to you all. :)

Viktorija

everything's coming up Viktorija

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 17:00:14 GMT

Wow. So I don't know why or how buy everything is so good right now. I mean there is of corse the everyday stress of full time school, and fulltime work, but I used to it now and being tired isn't affecting me as much any more, any I am too excited about my trip now to notice anyways.

MY COSTA RICA TRIP IS BOOKED and I recieved my final confirmation for everything today. My plane is booked, my hostels, are booked, and I am so ready to go.

I leave February 16th and am there until March 16th ( A month in paradise!!!)

I'm staying in this remote part of the country, (the tip of the nicoya penninsula for those who are up on their central american geography). And a big bonus is that all of my transportaion is paid for, because I got a surprise lump sum of money that I didn't know I was owed by my mother. So I just have to pay the $10 per night it costs to stay in the hostels that I booked. ( I get a beach hut type sheltered hammock and a locker, which I'll be sharing with random surfers that will be there.)

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 18:17:53 GMT

[spell your first name backwards] ajirotkiv
[where do you live]NOTL
[four words that sum you up] productive, critical/(analize everything), empathetic, comitted
[wallet] old lady type
[hairbrush] don't use one
[jewellery worn daily] very little.
[shoes] many
[clothes you're wearing now] jeans,polka dot 40'ies collard shirt with lace undershirt
MIXED QUESTIONS:

[wishing] I was on a tropical beach.
[after this] going to work
[talking to] no one
[eating] nothing
[fetishes] sharks, and more, really too may and they all need explinations
[last thing you ate] chicken
[something you're afraid of] the dark, not being content at the end of my life
[some of your fav. foods] pasta, and other food, really any well prepared food that I like, I like

=Do I=

Smoke?: n
Do drugs?: y
Have sex?: y, but not currently
Give oral sex?: see above
Receive oral sex?: ...again^
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: y, many
Read the newspaper?:y
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: y
Believe in miracles?: n
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: n, not all the time
Consider love a mistake?: n.
Like the taste of alcohol?: y. and I wouldn't drink it if I didn't
Have a favorite candy?: n
in astrology?: not really
Believe in magic?: n
Believe in god?: n
Have any pets?: not personally
Go to or plan to go to college: university
Have any piercings?: ears and belly
Have any tattoos?: y
Hate yourself: n
Have an obsession?: not obsessions, just fases
Have a secret crush?: n
Do they know yet?: n/a.
Have a best friend?: y
Wish on stars?: haha… no
Care about looks?: y…I have a peculiar taste in what I fing atractive

=Love life=

First crush: Matt (1st grade)
Single or attached?: single
Ever been in love?: n

=Juicy stuff=

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: y
Favorite place to be kissed?: everywhere
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": y
Are you a tease?: n,at least I hope not

in Toronto

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 01:56:09 GMT

just surfin the web, but my wrist is itchy so this won't be long. Laying here in bed with my cousin watching some shit show also known as the mtv music awards where the goal is to reward talent (or lack there of), this show gives me indegestion, three things are giving me indegestion these days: Work, the end of summer(not that we had one) and the mtv music video awards. anywho gotta pee, so I bid you all adieu
enjoy your night

zzzzzzzzzz

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 02:33:03 GMT

mmmm I tired and loungy lethargic but lovin it. Had a rejuvinating time with Alex last night. She and I went to the drive in. It was great fun dispite having to sit throught the Princess Diaries 2. I'm really going to miss that girl while she's in Kingston.

There's a dishwasher in my ass...and I've negated using it until now.

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 05:09:39 GMT

Ho hum drum flum sum days can baze on
and on but they give me a chance to catch up and remember who I am, after days of stress and many a mess feeling torid and abused, you come to get used to the crap being flung at you. As it rolls of your face,grace is hardly an option, you just try to avoid letting any slip in your mouth.
so here is my day to get back to myself and remember why I do what I do.

-ha ha that kinda rymes and sounds like a confusing rafi song.

I went for a lovely walk in the park last night with boy. We sat talking laughing and exposing until we were wet and shivering from the cool morning dew. Thats when we finally remembered that time exsisted at which point the time was already four and two quarters into the next morning.

Interesting

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 03:44:30 GMT

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Thanks Natalie..

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 03:42:26 GMT

The Withered Lover

What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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A valid entry

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 03:58:25 GMT

To those that I have not been in touch with being actually the majority of friends on my live journal... Here is what is going on in my life... I sum it up as simply as I can.

Montreal : great
Summer : productive
Work : busy..could be better
Love : ?.. I've met an ideal guy but he's alot older than me (8 years) so ts hard. He's some one I'd marry and he has said the same to me. Its not even sad really, I like being infactuated with him its nice. and we make the best of friends
Up and Coming : I'm fuckin going to Costa Rica. 3 weeks in paradise, in a secluded town on the water. Living in huts and treehouses. Learning to surf. snorkling, renting horses rather than cars, maybe if I'm lucky even getting served by monkey butlers... really paradise.
Of course theres more but those are the basics.

Please leave me an update about yourselves on my comments so I can know whats going on with you.

schuck computers twists up my pantiloons

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 03:25:12 GMT

I don't know why my last entry says july i6 or june or whatever it says I wrote it yesterday (Aug 8) -weird

Ode to Live Journal

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 04:11:22 GMT

The last time I visited you dear LJ was back when the summer was young and I was nieve. You opened my eyes to an embarrassing and dissapointing situation that would have been mortifingly awkward had I not know from you. So for that I formally thank you and appologize for neglecting you, after you had helped me so.

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 15:06:47 GMT

School is drawing to an end and Summer is heating up. Things are okay, and I'm GOING TO MONTREAL. yuahhh. So excited Alex Bog. and I are headed to the french canadian city for a two nights stay in a downtown hotel, where we will "party it up" with out having to use fake ID's. Then we're off to Kingston to see the Queen's campus.

so very very excited.

dsrmthgsldkt

Wed, 19 May 2004 15:08:15 GMT

hello I'm Wiktornjazz and I'm fucking nuts
oh I kid
but seriously, all kidding aside
this is my plan for the future as it stands right now: I'm going to go to Thailand whereI'll get arrested for possesion put in a horrible jail where I'll become some butch girl's bitch. I get really good at giving oral to a gil and then escape the jail using my new talent on the gaurd. I head for the hills where I'll build a hut and have sex with a goat for a few months then I;ll get really hungry and eat my lover then feel bad about it so I'll go a monestary where i'll shave my head and become a buddhist monk. I'll forget how to speak, so "ill leave the monestary and head for japan, I'll become a gheisha and make money that way one of my clients will fall in love with me and I'll take all his money but his angry son will track me down. He'll also fall for me but instead of taking his money I get him to teach me Kung fu and Then One day he'll cheat on me and I'll kill him with the skills that he trained me for. I head to South America form there with my money and Kung fu talent and become a drug lord, I'll have many slaves and ample drugs and one day Rory will find me and then the submarine marriage situation will occur (see next entry, anwer to "describe your wedding"

Wed, 19 May 2004 14:51:49 GMT

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- Pepsi or coke: pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: neither
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: neither
-- Chocolate or vanilla: toss up.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: yes
-- Take a shower everyday: y
-- Have a crush(es): y
-- Who are they: come on...
-- Do you think you've been in love?: n
-- Want to go to college: eventually to University
-- Like high school: n
-- Want to get married: ??
-- Believe in yourself: y
-- Get motion sickness: n
-- Think you're attractive: cute
-- Get along with your parents: ish
-- Like thunderstorms: y
-- Play an instrument: y

------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--------------
-- Drank alcohol: y
-- Smoke(d): n
-- Done a drug: y
-- Have Sex: n
-- Made Out: y
-- Gone to the mall: n
-- Eaten sushi: n
-- Been on stage: y
-- Gone skating: n
-- Made homemade cookies:y
-- Been in love: n
-- Dyed your hair: y
-- Stolen anything:y
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- Flown on a plane: y
-- Missed school because it was raining?: n
-- Told a guy/girl you liked them: y
-- Cried during a Movie?: y
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: y: jessica rabbit, buster bunny, bell, aladin,... and I could go on
-- Had an imaginary friend: n
-- Been on stage? y
-- Cut your hair: y
-- Had crush on a teacher?: y
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing? y
-- Been called a tease:y
-- Gotten beaten up: punched yes. and(separate situation);have done the beating, sad to say
-- Been in a fight: y
-- Shoplifted: y
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- Age you hope to be married: thats ridiculous
-- Numbers and Names of Children: -

-- Describe your Dream Wedding: naked in a submarine with a trained chimp preforming the service and the only reason the wedding is occuring is because I've been drugged and beatedn and the groom has a gun to my head and his name is Rory and he found me after 23 years after threatening me with marriage at a young age and I'm pregnant with his child because he has raped me and the child will be born with webbed feet and I'll give birth in the water and then let him fend for him self in the ocean with only his webbed toes and lungs that have not yet breathed air and he will be raised by dolphins in the ocean and his name will be Gilmore and the Dolphins will call him MMdgggrapppkleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and he will one day emerge from the ocean and find me and kill me and then throw my corps to the sea where his adoptive mother will eat my dead body to feed her hungry fetal dolphin baby inside of her and the circle of life will be complete.

-- How do you want to die?: see above
-- What do you want to be when you grow up?: a dolphin no wait an actress...no a dolphin
-- What country would you most like to visit?: Thailand the Australia
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
-- Best eye/hair color: blue?
-- Short or long hair: longish
-- Best height: Taller than me.
-- Best weight: not too skinny not too fat not too muscly
-- Best first date location: Ethiopia
-- Best first kiss location: mouth
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- Number of girl/boyfriends you've had: ? depends on what you call a bf..I'd approximate about 6
-- Number of kisses you've given: lots
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: too may
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: none
-- Number of CDs that I own: ?
-- Number of piercings: 5
-- Number of tattoos: 2ish
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: uh i don't actually know maybe 5
------------Favorites-------------------
-- Shampoo: TIGI
-- Fav Color: sea foam green/pink
-- Day/Night: Night.
-- Summer/Winter: Summer.
-- Lace or Satin: both
-- Fave Food: tasty food
-- Fave sport: bear bating
-- Fave sports stars:miss America
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
-- Wearing: NOTHING, mew ha ah.
-- Drinking: root beer
-- Thinking about: sleep
-- Listening to: stories of Illitch
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
-- Cried: n
-- Worn jeans: y
-- Met someone new online: n.
-- Done laundry: y
-- Drove a car: n
-- Talked on the phone: y
----------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
-- Your friends: y
-- Santa Claus: n
-- Tooth Fairy: n
-- Destiny/Fate:?yn
-- Angels: n
-- Ghosts: n
-- UFO's:n
-- God: n
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- Do you ever wish you had another name?: yn
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nyn
-- Do you like anyone?:y
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: uhh
-- Who have you known the longest of your friends?: stef
-- Are you close to any family member? grandpa, great grand ma vecmom , Sarma
-- Who do you hang around the most?: Alex, Alex, Stef, and more.
-- When have you cried the most:
-- What's the best feeling in the world?: umm sex while driving a motor cycle while being on 3 types of illicit drugs and have just run over a frog
-- Worst Feeling?: don't doing the above
-- What time is it now?: 10:50 am
Current Mood: tired and bored
Current Music: mysery is a butterfy... her heavy wings will warp your ming, with her small ugly face and her long antenna and her black and pink yello wings.

The Princess and the Pea, stories like these are what make girls broadskies

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 17:08:04 GMT

Once in a Far away land lived a prince heir to this kingdom's throne. He was a lonely man unimpressed by the women of his court, but his mother was always pressuring him to find a wife. One dark and stormy night a knock shattered the silence of the gloomy castle... A young girl, wet and tired was the mysterious stranger of the night. The castle was quickly stirred and in a fuss ofver the identity of the young maiden. Her name was Annaliza and she claimed to be a princess. The Prince's mother did not believe her, for why would a princess be lost and travelling alone while looking like a peasant. The mother decided that she would place a pea under the mattress in the guest room and offer the girl the room to sleep in. If she were truely a princess, her fine pampered body would be able to detect the small pea...In the morning the girl awoke, and when the mother asked her how she slept she reported that her back hurt from some sort of small object the was tucked beneath her mattress. The mother was surprised but accepted the girl as a princess. The prince and Annaliza married, and were happy for a year, but her spoiled ways aggrivated the prince. He was frustrated with the spoiled selfish women of his kingdom esspecially his superficial mother. So he doned on some peasant clothes and snuck out one night. He never returned to his beautiful wife and kingdom, And Annaliza never knew why.

Simple Revelations

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 16:52:32 GMT

What can I say

I keep trying to trick myself and pretend that the inevidable won't happen, but it always does

Oh well

This weekend was full of self relization, insightful moments, and I reached a sence peace with myself. I'll never be the carefree girl that I wish I could be... That would make my life too easy... And this life was not ment to be an "easy" one for me I have a lot of learning to do. But I'm excited and happy about it now.

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 16:50:59 GMT

wow that pisses me off I just lost my enrty

Weird- Viktorija has a boyfriend-
I know - I know

I didn't think that there was a guy to fit my awkward standars either
and the best part was that he was available

I love spending time with him
we had such an immediate and strong connection
it really sucks that he lives in Toronto
we only have weekends together

I think he's a little uncomfortable with the fact that the majority of the people I hang out with are guys. Which is kinda nice in a weird way because I've never had a faithful partner and he's all about the faithfulness.

I wish I could discribe the glowing smile I have right now from just thinking about him.

I'm such a nerd

Weird

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 15:07:19 GMT

Good Morning!

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 18:20:05 GMT

wow I ahd a GREAT night last night
Wow

itchy ears can't be scratched...

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 15:16:12 GMT

I don't want to go home I'm having to much fun
meeting awsome people... and the fun has just begun

oooh yah

Had a really good night with this girl Sarah. we went to a near- by bar for a quick beer and ended up staying there for hours.

I think I'll have to find myself a room mate so that I can live here come September.

Vik

sweet is this morning of juice and juicy thoughts of the night before.

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 18:16:50 GMT

MMmmmm. Last night was great. and even greater..I suprisingly don't have a hangover. It was a night of green beer and even better Alex . (not Harber the other one) I had a great time and am even considering taking back what I said on my previous post. Weird! very unlike me. BSDLXjasdfns (my sudden burst of happiness)well I'm out

Vik

mm

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 21:29:24 GMT

1. Burn Inscense? y
2. Download Music? n
3. Wax/Shave your legs? y
4. Like being seen in a bathing suit? n
5. Cry for no reason? n
6. Love someone? mmmm...n?
7. Like the smell of the gas station? very much
8. Sniff White-out? i do- I like the smell
9. Do drugs of any sort (alcohol included)? y
10. Bite your nails? y
11. Crack your fingers? y
12. Have a cell phone? y
13.Prefer black or blue pens? black
15. Masterbate? y
16. Like fast food? y
17. Get horny when someone touches your leg? y
18. Like pickles? only certain kinds
19. Have a cordless phone? y
20. Have call display? y
21. Watch porn? y
22. Sleep with a stuffed animal? n

[ A r e Y o u ..]
1. Straight, Bisexual, I prefer boys but I'll never limit myself
2. Afraid of the dark? occasionally
3. Scared of clowns? not really
4. A virgin? n
5. Weird? y
6. Popular? ? good question I thin k that is a matter of opinion. you'd have to ask me peers
8. On your period? soon
9. If you are a boy, do not answer that question. Shit so then I shouldn't have answered that one? oops
10. Cooler then your parents? again a matter of opinion - who determines "cool?"
[ o t h e r s .. ]
1. What does your deodorant smell like? raspberries
2. What kind of shoes do u have? too many to describe. Funky
3. Do you get annoyed by people who walk slow? fuck yah
4. What do you look like? umm what or who cuz I guess I kinda look like a cat.
5. What do your underwear look like RIGHT now? frilly back lace thong with pink laces
7. Do you have hairy palms? n - sick
8. Do you sweat more then most people? no I actually I don't sweat much at all
9. What does the word "touchless" make u think of? Chibi or someone like her who doesn't like groping
10. Do you collect stamps and/or frozen yogurt? n
11. What is your favourite ice cream flavour? something with caramel in it
12. Do you usually wear hats? sometimes
13. Would you ever consider joining the army? n
14. Do you feel bad for trees? god yes don't get me started
15. Do you wear perfume and/or colonge? y
16. Do you like cheese? n I'm lactose
17. Do you ever feel as if you are the only person who deserves to live? n
18. Have you ever wished that you had some sort of endangered species as a pet? y
19. Do you drink alot? not really...
20. What is your opinion on koala bears? they are adorable but sadly mistreated and abused poor little stoners
21. Would you ever use a banana and/or cucumber for masterbational purposes?ha ha I tried that once when I was younger.
22. Would a watermelon suit you better?sick - no - I'm not a whore and I keep fir so even if I was NO
23. What are you thinking RIGHT now? I need a banana ha ha
24. Would you ever ditch a friend to fuck an ex-boyfriend and/or girlfriend? n

25. What are you wearing RIGHT now? clothes
26. Once you reach question 30, remove your left sock. ?
27. Do you enjoy magazines such as the National Enquirer? n
28. Do you wear makeup? yes but not alot
29. Prepare to remove your sock. Prepare to shave your left foot. I did this morning already
30. Remove left sock. Shave left foot if there is no sock to remove. see previous answer...

The Harlettes go West

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 20:56:51 GMT

In Toronto and happy just chilling. I love the city. I love New York. I'll be going back for sure. I was an amazing opportunity. _ "Hemoglobbin"_ But unfortunately harsh on the pocket. This is turning out to be a gret March Break.
But this toronto trip is strickly budgeted.

I've realized I like to be challenged and if things become to easy I lose interest whcih is unfortuneate because now I'm losing out on a good opportunity. Even though I can see it happening I can't seenm to stop it. damn. damn my masocistic tendencies. why is it that I'm drawn to uninterested ass holes and not compatible sweethearts. why? because I'm a dumbass.

Yet again my over analysis of ever detail in hailing on my parade.

I think I just need a good fuck or a slap across the face or some such thing.

Anyone one willing to help me out.... Andrea???

with a sigh of relief I sit comfortably in my lovely city feeling homesick and forlorn

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 17:46:37 GMT

I arrived in toronto today and as i was coming into all I could think about was living here and making a life for myself. No person will get in my way of doing what I need to but the unfortuneate pull to this city is comfortably disheartening. What am I going to do.

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 23:50:25 GMT

Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
- nail biting
- over-critical self-analyzations
- clamping jaw
- running away from my problems

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
- support
- balance
- a digital camera
- stable emotions

Name Four Scents You Love:
- green tea
- mango
- my vecmom
- mothballs

Four People That Know You the Best:
- Alex
- steph
- vecmom
- Sarma

Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
- my art
- n y
- seeing the unicorns play with fe
- brushing my teeth

Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
- hung with Alex
- made crapes
- listened to music
- laughed

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
- silks
- fe cd and more
- gas
- slice of cake

Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:
- sloan
- my bloody valentine
- radiohead
- the clash

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
- coffee
- tea
- bailey's
- coke

First Grade Teacher's Name:
- Mrs Lindsay

Last Words You Said:
- "uh..... Mrs Lindsay"

Last Song You Sang?:
-time warp

Last Person You Hugged?:
- josh

Last Thing You Laughed At?:
- uh me thinking about when I was singing to Alex when I was sick

Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It?:
- ??? thats a question I can't even attempt to answer I really don't know

Last Time You Cried?:
- thursday

What's In Your CD Player?:
- Ali Akbar Khan

Computer?:
- uhh microsoft windows and thats it - I dont even have solitare

What's Under Your Bed?:
- pictures, paper, umbrellas, and dirty secrets

What Time Did You Wake Up Today?:
- 7:13
Current taste?:
- metal

Current hair?:
- Mullet
Current Clothes?:
- ohy vay
Current Annoyance?:
- the taste and feel of the inside of my mouth its really pissing me off.

Current Longing?:
- to find someone who fits my rediculous standards (they aren't high standards just weird ones)
Current Desktop Picture?:
- N/A

Current Worry?:
- my future please tell me where I'm going

Current Hate?:
- not knowing the above
Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?:
- eyes, mouth, hands

Last CD You Bought?:
- postage stamps, junction and fe

Favorite Place To Be?:
- the bathroom
Least Favorite Place?:
- whitby
If You Could Play An Instrument?:
- sitar
Favorite Color?:
- seafoam green
Do You Believe In An Afterlife?:
- I am intrigued by it but have no strong belief

How Tall Are You?:
- ? I dunno ? 5" fuck you
Current Favorite Word/Saying?:
- whaaaaaaaaaat?
Favorite Season?:
- spring summer

Favorite Day:
- uhm saturdays
Where Would You Like To Go?:
- EVERYWHERE except texas

What Is Your Career Going To Be Like?:
- wonderful
Favorite Car?:
- I'll never drive
Identify Some Of The Things Surrounding Your Computer:
-Alex (well its actually alex's computer)

A Random Lyric:
- L is for the way you look at me

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